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If my body is always it is not good enough reason to remember. I forget I have body. I forget I have ailment. I forget I have pain. I forget I am old. I forget it is fatal. If my mind is always it is not good enough reason for me to remember. I forget my relatives friends enemies diskes loves feelings rules all and everything. I forget what I am where I am and that I am fatal. I do not remember there is no need to remember I am always

Mullah Nasruddin is going through the pathways of crowded market place with his followers behind him imitating him.  Every few steps he is touching his toes and jumping up spreading both hands and shouting "huhh hahh"! His followers doing the same! A merchant tapped Mullah and asked, "what are you upto this time, my friend?" "I have become Pir the liberator. Them are my mureed the followers. I am teaching them liberation." "But how do you recognize who are liberated?" asked the merchant. "that is the easy part. every morning I count my mureeds. those who left are liberated!" I have become an avatar ~ I have liberated all ~ I have no follower I have renunciate none and nothing however all have left me Karmafol - head bent in devotion I receive divine judgement of all my actions now and I expect nothing. Hereafter, I am committed to absolute silence no matter what and I expect nothing Full Stop I am in front of divini...

while I see all around me so much devotion in god that I am having my repulsion to such people i do not believe it is love for god and you do not need so many gods and their agents do your puja it is like investment for more and more the hunger is little bit not too much for my comfort i went to give some prasad to joya's friends house - i cannot approve of such devotion the day joya came that evening he was in my house - i invited him for tea he asked when joya is coming but i was assuming i shall have my freedom of living and eating for some more time and she came that night he now doubted that i bluffed him - it was not so but who cares - i have no curiosity for her i then told him a short story about what is good and what is bad i said i see people do puja to avoid bad times and dangers while it is opposite - when you live in danger the god is resident in your house in person in order to save you from your danger Bhishma was weeping in his bed of arrows - h...

another moment of bliss without money love comfort future honor and activity whatever is my desire or looking forward to - comfort happiness and superior living! I got up with one bliss - Cole. We played for hours as he wished. he wishes without words. afternoon I had some minutes with Cecilia. I was longing to see her so long. I spent time in laziness and sleep. Occasionally talking to recruiters. essentially negative - i am not the material they are looking for. there is a mismatch. then I went for my cycling tour of neighborhood. during this time i am far more clear sighted. I am in bliss now. all my absence are perfect reason for my bliss. i have no assignment is bliss. i have real disease is my reason for bliss. none thinks worthwhile to spend time with me is my reason for bliss.  my inactivity is greater bliss .... I am happiest at this real moment without reason ... I have at last reached the empty space without gravity and i cannot fall nor can i climb down or up...

I got an email from my creator. I am constantly in touch with my creator via phone email light sound breeze and all around me. I see my creator reflected in my world whatever whenever wherever I am - in every moment. I cannot avoid meeting my creator. It is impossible. My meating always is unexpected meeting. My feelings are - words are not enough to express my meetings. My creator is in the background while he is reflected in all things people in my world. My world is entirely his creation and reflecting him. My last question is the art and limitation of creations. Observations are definitely exposed by his creation. Is this a limit on creator? Is the creator obliged to repeat the same? No definitely not. One thing is predictable that he is entirely unexpected. His expression is what I see what I believe what I hear what I feel what I think what I dream when I sleep. Whatever I am - known unknown is one hundred percent word for word look for look content...

Experiments with types of knowledge: No Knowledge - the language  spoken by harappan Knowledge Radio - some knowledge  I do not know - I am seeing for first time Fitting a model for a set of observations and conclusion of existence ~ this needs elaboration - it neither of previous three yet knowledge. I see reflections of ten suns in water vessel. One by one remove one we get one less reflection. when there is no more vessel we see no more reflection. I conclude there is some entity outside where this experiment is being conducted whose reflection I was seeing. What is the logic? I never saw sun but I concluded the existence of sun. All my life I have been seeing creation but never the creator. I go to sleep and see nothing. I get up and then also see nothing. Can I conclude? Creator and its reflection in my all state of awareness? Can this awareness of creator be done better? or I remain stuck with property of water and its ability among other things to reflect ho...

If  I am to approach as non believer and examine any occultist, i can truthfully examine the phenomena under any laboratory condition. I have to remain disbeliever before and after. I cannot be converted into believer. I also have to give example what I consider as occult. I make choice of my selection of books in different languages even unknown by the performer. I keep them in a box. Performer brought in, i ask the contents of the box. First test. I select a book mentally. Ask what is that book. I select the page mentally. i pick up the book and the page. I ask what I am seeing. He is able to read or write what I am seeing. I record the entire episode. I do not go any further and no more thinking about it. No more philosophy. I do not know that the ability to perceive all as they are is an occult power or just power. I tend to believe so. Since I have wasted half of my life in the pursuit of this power. I do not know if I have score A in in this and I would not know...