I am suffering

I am suffering from sadness and anxiety.

I am suffering from want of spendable money and ability to meet unexpected expenditure and expected expenditure.

I am suffering from physical disabilities and body malfunction.

I am suffering from want of human support.

I am suffering from loneliness.

I am suffering from expected false accusations.

The root cause is me and my intolerance of words from my private or public relations.

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